"Maybe… maybe it’s still worth trying to change? For… for… something… or someone… But what if everything spirals out of my control? What should I do then? Such a burden could weigh heavily on me… No. I’ll still try—" "No… it was all in vain… what have I done… why…? WHY?! I… I… didn’t mean it… I knew… it was him… it’s all HIS fault!… You… YOU… I HATE YOU! I HATE EVERYTHING! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME? COULD IT BE…?"

Immerse yourself in the world of your own consciousness, corrupted by the consequences of your actions, specifically your changes. Prove to yourself that you are not yet doomed and that there is still some hope within you. Prove that you are capable of letting go of the past and moving forward. Or… maybe you’re still too weak for that? Go and find out if it was all in vain.